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Mood:
Anguish -
Listening to: Meh.
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Reading: Meh.
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Watching: Meh.
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Playing: Meh.
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Eating: Meh.
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Drinking: Meh.
I really dont wanna go to school tomorrow. I have about 3 tests, a presentation in Spanish, and my stupid lunch table to deal with.
I wanna play my guitar, but I have nothing to play.
And I wanna draw some more, but I really have no energy to lift a pencil and draw anymore.
I wanna listen to music, but theres nothing thats appealing right now.
I wanna be left alone at the moment, but people wont stop poking me.
And I wanna be the center of all your attention, but I have no will to say a word.
I wanna eat chocolate, but I'm kind of afraid of losing my emotions in it.
I wanna run for an hour, but its too dark.
I wanna talk to someone, but I cant form the right sentences.
I wanna be more quiet, but it's against my opinions.
I wanna be more crazy, but it'll just drain more energy of me.
I wanna eat chips, but I dont think we have any.
I wanna read a book, but I'll just throw it at a wall.
I wanna be taller, but I might fall.
I wanna be shorter, but I might keep shrinking.
I...really dont know what I want.